Chapter 19

-when nouf left the tent, ba3edaw shwaya ra7aw 3end il camp fire, wela Faisal emkhalee 12 guys yalbesoun tshirt! 

1 Guy --> I
2nd Guy --> L
3rd Guy ---> O
4th Guy ---> V
5th Guy ---> E
6th Guy --> Y
7th Guy ---> O
8th Guy ---> U
9th Guy --> N 
10th Guy -->O
11th Guy --> U
12th Guy --> F 


W maskeen flowers, nouf was shocked- 


Faisal: I'm sorry I annoyed you, i'm sorry i blackmailed you, i'm sorry i pissed you off sometimes, im sorry i tried to seperate you, i'm sorry that i ever caused a frown on your face.. But nouf, i did that out of love and now i just want an answer, an honest answer just so i can know that i did all i could... Is their any hope for me?? 


Nouf: Faisal.. i'm flattered but i dont think their is any hope for you or for anyone but zaid... sorry..

Faisal: uh..its okay..

Nouf: Sorry faisal i have to go back to my tent goodnight

-Faisal was silent-

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Sharifa: PSHH Wayed mayta 3ala zaid w ohwa obviously ga3ed yel3ab 3alaich -nasty laugh-

Nouf: Sharifa :) Momkin taskteen please?

Sharifa: HAHA la mo momkin :D

Nouf: CHUB !

- Nouf left the T-Bell to call Zaid -

6ou666666 6ou666666666666

The mobile has been switched off or is out of the coverage area please try later

WAI3!

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The Next Day .. XUK put up the countdown till the end of camp [3 Days Left]

Nouf: Uff '3alo ma a9adeg 9arlena 1 month already

Ghalia: 7aail! taraa.. i broke up with Talal ams ...

Nouf: CHATHABA! LAISH? :O!!

Ghalia: First, i was thinking ena etha radaina el kuwait how are we going to keep the relationship going?! Second, if this relationship was meant to be ohwa ra7 yan6erni w yakh6ebni bel 7alal!

Nouf: ... enzain how did he react?

Ghalia: En9edam .. ksar kha6rii bas then gable la erou7 el ma6ar i was like Byee... Chan egouly its not goodbye Ghalia its cya later in a few years when ur mine <3

Nouf: ya7laila.. ana i can't stop thinking about Zaid! Wedy asawy mithlech bas i can't!!

Ghalia: walla nouf listen to me, an advice meny lich is to break up with him o tan6ereena later! w etha ohwa he really loves u beyeech!

Nouf: Magdar magdaar..

Ghalia: waih nouf kaifech!

Nouf: Umbaii camp ne9a 9ar fathy! wayed nas ga3ed ero7oun!!

Ghalia: ee '6eegat khelg !

Nouf: 7aaill!

Ghalia: enzain dagaitay 3ala zaid?

Nouf: ee like 30 minutes ago w ma rad 3alay his telephone was switched off..

Ghalia: Enzain try again ba3ad 30 minutes! ana barou7 ma3a the group (what's left of it anyways) 4 wheeling [buggy] wanna come?

Nouf: laa.. ana barou7 3end el lake shwaya

Ghalia: Okay love cya later

Nouf: Cya

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Nouf was walking to the lake , she got out her ipods & sama3at, 2 mins chan to9al the lake
She opened her ipod and played Its Complicated by Avril Lavigne: You're tryin' to be cool you look like a fool to me
Tell me

Why do you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you're acting like you're somebody else gets me frustrated
Life's like this you
And you fall and you crawl and you break
and you take what you get and you turn it into honesty
and promise me I'm never gonna find you fake it
no, no, no
In Nouf's head: What Ghalia said was right... if someone truly loves you and that relationship was meant to be then he'll wait for me!!  BAS i can't leave said i mean MAGDAR I just can't! Bas how am i going to continue my relationship with Zaid in Kuwait! it's kind of different than London ! Ya3ni i don't want to be the kind of girl that lies to her parent's  and goes of to her boyfriend 3ashan she dates him.. i don't know it's just not me! I need to call Zaid and tell him to wait for me.. in other words Break up with him! I CAN'T ! I DON'T WANT TO :(! I LOVE ZAID! bas i know this is the correct decision! I got out my phone , my hands were shivering i couldn't enter my password correctly for the first 3 times! I'm scared ! I searched my contact's list for Zaid Al-Flani... there he is! I pressed the green call button

6ou6666666 6ouuu6666666666:
Zaid: Aloo? Halla nouf 7abeebty! I miss you!! Wainech matdgeen wala tes2leen!!

Nouf: if u missed me you should've called..

Zaid: uhh.. babe are you okay..?

Nouf: I don't know you tell me!

Zaid: latg3deen etlefeen w edoreen! What's wrong!

Nouf: -burst into tears- LAISHH IM ALWAYS THE ONE THAT CALLS AND ASKS FOR U? AND U NEVER DO THE SAME? LAISH IM ALWAYS WORRYING ABOUT YOU! AND I FEEL THAT YOUR NOT! LAISH IM ALWAYS THE FIRST TO DO EVERYTHING! LAISH I CALL U WHEN I MISS U ! AND U DON'T! LAISH MATDEG EVERY DAY TESA2L 3ANI? WHY AM I THE PERSON THAT ALWAYS CALLS ZAID? ANSWER !

Zaid: nouf.. 7abeebty wait a second ! hadayy!

Nouf: I DONT WANT TO WAIT A SECOND! ZAID DO U REALLY LOVE ME? IF YOU REALLY DO THEN WAIT FOR ME AND PROPOSE TO ME BA3AD CHAM SENA! CAUSE I CAN'T DO THIS ANYMORE HONESTLY! I CAN'T BETRAY MY PARENTS TRUST! AND I DEFINETLY CAN'T KEEP LIVING A LIE! IF YOU REALLY LOVE ME YOU'LL WAIT FOR ME! ZAID WE'RE OVER!

Zaid: I understand

-Zaid Hung up on Nouf-

6ou6 6ou6 6ou6 6ou6

- Nouf was crying so much! -

In Nouf's head: I UNDERSTAND? HE DIDN'T EVEN FIGHT FOR ME! I OPEN UP TO HIM W ANFEJER! AND ALL HE SAYS IS I UNDERSTAND? WHAT DOES THAT SUPPPOSED TO MEAN !! WAI3 WAI3 Wai3!!!!
Nouf opened her phone, and called Ghalia

6ou6666 6ouuuuuuuu66666666:

Ghalia: aloo? Halla Nouf

Nouf: -crying- '3alo ta3alaayy el lake please!!

Ghalia: NOUF! SH9AYER :o !!

Nouf: BAS TA3ALAY!!

Ghalia: Ana ma3a el group! Akaleehum eyoun ma3ay?

Nouf: EE YALLA COME!

Ghalia: COMING!

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3 mins chan yo9loun Ghalia, John, Mariella, Nate & Lexie :

Ghalia: NOUFF! SH9AARR :o!!!

Mariella: Hunny! Are you okayy?

Lexie: WHAT HAPPENED :o!

Nate: Is everything alright?

John: Nouf why are you crying dear!!